The Past.

Thinking about the past is quite amusing. I've been thinking a lot about the future that when I actually started to think about the past just now, it made me feel uneasy ? .. ? I'm not sure what it made me feel but I don't think I like it. The things I've done in the past, the things I've been through, some makes me ask myself,

"What the bleeding hell were you thinking, Ili ?".

I quite miss it though. The old group of friends, tennis everyday, the tournaments, everything. But I'm pretty content with where I'm at now. I'm feeling a little lost, but I'm okay.