I've changed , a lot

I've changed a lot, I haven't talk to my family often, I did'nt have time to play with my friends. Everything changed. I'm depressed. Thats explain why , studies , tennis, i need a space for maybe, few years ? I need a little space with my family, friends and everything.

Heres a quote from a friend who gave me , I have lost my identity. I am just a bunch of molecules roaming the earth. I look at happy people and feel detached. Where did "I" go. Who am I. Will this despair ever end. Will I ever be a person again ? .
I wanna change. I need someone to talk to. But that person is not my friend , not everybody. Thats the thing, I'm lost. I just want a space. I maybea 10 year old kid , but i still can bring a DSLR. Thats not the main point.

I don't wanna care about Facebook , talking shit ; etc. I need a sister to talk with , I need a friend to play with , I need a mom to love, I need a father to care, It hurts when my my brother got 5A's in UPSR. My grandpa kept telling me to work hard because all of my siblings are all in the straight line - . Im the one who has to prove it. I'm the one.