I can't believe it. The guy I met 5 years ago is .. gay ? Well hes a friend but , gay ?

Heh.

Hi peopleeeeee! :)


  Today, was a exhausting yet fun day. Why? Because I got bowling competition today. Woohoo! Yea, we got into finals but still, there are 20 pupils in finals so I got 19. I know, so ba right. BUt hey hey, 19/98 people.


 COOL. Perasan tak habis habis ='=. Tadi kan kan kan, kitorang lari satu KbMall kott :D. Sume kacau Najwa. Hue hue hue. Padan la dengan muka kau cek adek :). Still, we have serious fun out there. :D


  Pastu pegi sekola jap, and .. SELALU JE KALAU AKU TAK PEGI SEKOLA SEHARI MESTI ADA SHITTY PROBLEM. Kalau kira nak bold sume -,- K. Sharifah  tu mmg syial gilaaaaa! -,-


KBAI EFFING PEOPLE.

Boys boys boys xD

 March 26 at 12:17am

napew tak chat je...-___- : tss

Haha
Saje
Ko bkn same skola nan die er : s.a

sapew?? :tss

Nan aah : s.a

ou...tak ah..
cena kau tau ili sukew kau..??? : tss

Ouh yke
Ade kawan baik die g taw aq n kawan baik die at skola add aq : s.a
Ko jgn g taw die

haha...sapew name die..ili ade bagitau psl kwn baik die tu...kwn : baik dia sje je reka sbb kwn baik dia tuw busybody ckit..hahaha : tss

Hahha : s.a

die tgk kau dgn ili rpt dlm fb dia trus je reka crt..huhu : tss

Ko bkn nye tau
Kawan tenis die n kawan sekola : sa
Aq nan ili bknnye rapat pon
X penah anta wall ke wall

sapew name kwn2 yg busybody tuw..hahaha : tss

heyy : tss

Hey : sa

Bole
Ape die? : sa

kalau aq mntx family request..kau approve tak??? saje je tny..huhu
sbb aq boring..hahaha : tss

Approve : s.a

hahaha : tss

Haha
Weh gmba ko mane satu : s.a ♥ ♥
Comel gk ko kn

Perbualan yang sangat menyakitkan. Ugh ugh. Perasan la budak ni sorang. Ingat aku suke sangat ke. HAHA . Jahat la Ili -,-

Nie la nak cakap playboy. Haha, takla. Dia nie baik .. kot ;]

Entri #6 tidak berguna :D

HI PEOPLE :D


  Hari ni ( kelmarin ) ='=, sangat sangat happy lol -,- . Bukan sebab family balik Vietnam. Wekkk xD. Sebabbbbb, Ipod Touch balik ke rumah. Hue  hue hueee. Aku tau korang mesti boring kan sebab banyan post aku pasal Ipod Touch jee. Sekarang bila dah ade, aku akan shutup :D


  Daddy beli yang 32Gb je. No big deal :D. Haihh, mesti korang kate aku perasan. Heheh, gotohell   la yeah. Takkk, gurau jee :D


  Klah, atleast aku update hari nie, kbai stalkers :)
 

Put your hands up and say aiyoo! ♥

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 Yeayyyyyyy! Finalllyyyyyy, got Ipod Touch 32Gb. Fopr those who think I am so perasan. Go die. Bcause you guys know how long I've waited for Ipod Touch. Thanks Dad :D

Bunuh diri #2

Ya Allah. 


  Okay. Seriously, aku ingat ke takde problem pon ade orang cuba bunuh diri ; BUT pelbagai status di Fb diupdate, Youtube tak payah nak cakap la kan - semua nyee Kelantan jee yang over. Memalukan gila.


  But who blames Kelantan. That girl's face was unbelieveable. Trust me, I was there and the bodyguards won't let us watch the tragedy. Bleh.


  Nak tau pasal ape budak tu nak bunuh diri. Sebab kekasih dia curang apewhaddahel tah. ='= . SEE? Love at teenagers age, so not working. Amboi boi, best jee aku cakap ni kan ;D
  Sebab tu laa , aku nak cakap satu hal neyh. Aku nak ada boyfriend masa aku umor 18 tahun xD. Lepastu kannnn, bila birthday aku, aku nak satu set Domo xD. Kalau dia tanak bagi. Pegi mampos.


  HAHA. Sape la budak unlucky sangat tu hah? ;)

Bunuh diri. :O

Ouu, sambung sikit eh. Tadi pegi Kb Mall pastu ada sorang budak teenage yg penuh dgn pressure ni cuba bunuh diri. So fascinating yet scary. Kbai -,-

SF tired :3

Whathell. Letih gilaaaa practice bowling tadi. Today was not like yesterday. at all ='= . Kelmarin adala jugak strike, hari ni bola pon hampir semua masuk longkang. Anddd, I bought DOMOOOOO  ♥  ♥ . Well I bought two. Big one is for me and small cute one is for Nurul Ain Najwa for her birthday :). 


  Lepas balek rumah, terus je bukak Facebook. Duh ~


   Bukak notif# message# , message punya part yang takleh bla gilaaa! Godielaman :D


  Well, cheers for the Domo and for the ungreat - but still great practice :D

Chatting dengan kakak yang agak cool ;)

Situasi :

   me :    long, nok tny. knl dop haalimatul saadiah?

long : bakpo?

me :sekelas dgn long maso drjh 6

dio kato dio knl long.

long :knal

amoh

bakpo?

me :ouh. yeap. dio krmslmm. dio ngajar kt skoloh in.

long :yo lo?

me :ho

long :bakpo dio ngajar kat zainab?

me :taulah. practical kot.

ayh mat krmslm ugop

long :bilo demo tu balik kelate smula? (family ; vietnam :( )

me :jumaat.

lamo nyo gi.

long :seminggu ko?

me :jumaat ni.

dok rumoh tok. tok krmslmm ;]]]

long : gak bakpo mama x bawok in?

me :baba tokse bowok xD

long :krm slm ko tok nge ayoh jugok

bakpo baba x se bawak?

peliknyo

me :tau

takpo. ipad2 ;]

long :mcm la baba nok beli ko in

meme pom. sedih la

me : long. beli domo dale ebay. hihi

long :tgk la dluu

ok long ado kelas

bye bye

me :byee

Motif : Forget about the Ipad :( . The Domoooo! Thankyouu Longggggggggg! :)

Baru aku tau kau perangai kau SN. godaila.

This thing stucked on my mind.

1. I should start studying FULL BLAST. Its already March goddamnit.
2. I need a new iPod .. Touch.
3. Homeworks done, Ili?
4. Buy more notebooks... and files.
5. STUDY STUDY STUDY LAHHHH !

In the course of a dreamy girl, I wanna so many things. So so much,

 I wanted to be superman because he saved lives so I wanted to be an ambulans driver.
I wanted to be a lawyer because everyone told me I would make a good one.
I wanted to be a professional tennis player because they told me I could.
I wanted to be the very best like no one ever was.. because I liked Pokemon.
I wanted to be top 5 in class because I wanted her to be proud of me.
I wanted to be like Hermione Granger because she was a muggle born witch and was really smart.
I wanted to be a champion.
I wanted to read 10 books in a month because I wanted to challenge myself.
I wanted to be a writer because I express myself better through words.
I wanted to be fit and healthy.
I wanted straight A's.
I wanted to be able to play piano because my mom loved piano.


.. I always just wanted to be things. Do I actually achieve everything I want to be? Do the dreams turn to my reality?

NO. 

Just can't get enough ;)

Kelmarin kan, banyak aku jumpa species orang orang. 


 Bitches. Annoyers. Copycat. Bunch of stupid people. Kid acting like adults. Backstabbers.
  Yea, maybe I'm not as you are.Not pretty like you. But  I'm pretty awesome hoho. - But theres something that you unperfected it yet. Your life, bitch. Jiwang, gedik, perasan, and ofcourse, bitchy :). Sorry la eh, dah lame gila dah aku nak post pasal kau. And yeah, lame gilaaaaaaaaaa aku tak gossip pasal kau. Bodo, bangang, sial, batak. Harap muka jeee yang comel, perangai macam sial.
  
   Perasan ada Bb. Blackberry Pearl je la bodo -,- . Kalau Bold tu takpela. Ingat cool sangat ke? Aku mintak sejuta pon dapat la! 


* Tau tak orang - orang semua  dalam Fb tu memang dah gila dah. A girl suicide tah ape. Wtf is wrong with these people? Gila pa -_-. Virus ke ape aku tak tau.

I just feel like..

Uhh, well time has gone. Here I am alone in this big massive  scary house with my bibik -,- tak perlu bold k.

  Aku bangun pukul 5.00am kot hari ni :D. Sajee konon konon nak halau family xD padahal bila diorang kate aku takleh pegi punyalah masam muka ;) theres a good thing though, maybe, well.

  Its like when Ili Hakima was left by us  when we went to Bukit  Merah. But it was Bukit Merah not Vietnam :(

 Bukan aku sedih pon. Ni, exactly betul betul lepas diorang pegi, terus ambil laptop. Hehehe. Depan daddy buat sedih la kononnnnn! Ouu, dad :( I still want Ipod Touch, I don't want Ipad 2. Klah people, nak pegi sekolah pulak :) Esok kan kan kannn. Takde pape pon -,-

Like -,-

PEOPLE. LOOK AT THIS =    Amirul Hakimi 

AKU X AJING OYK SYANG KO,,Ili Nur,,spo la gei sebar fitnoh nih,,,,lmbat agi aku nk ko dio!!!!

  Hoii, sape cakap kau penah cakap kat aku sayang huh? Muka macam sial macam neyh kau ingat aku berkenan sangat ke? Siap tag lagi. Bangang la kau -,- Fyi, aku tak cakap pon kau pendek ;]  , Nurin Syafia bt. Hisham yang guna nama aku. Kbaibitch.

Faris Anuar ;)

nice =)

Yeayyyyyyyyyyyyy! A  dah sombong sekarang. So that means I'm free, so free (Y). Huh, bajet aku nak sangat ke chat dgn kau? Offline la konon. Ugh, asal tak block jee terus? Aku tak kesah la dengan hidup kau tu. ;)

of ...

Memang orang gemuk ni busybody eh? Well no offence people , i only meant it to this 2 faggot. So stupid. I hav a life la gemok. Sumpah lame gila tak sumpah - menyumpah kat orang tua baka macam dua ekor faggot neyh. Perangai macam batak sial. Kalu kau baca pon lagi bagus, biar sedar diri tak berharga kau tu :P

Ugh. We got Science homeworks only for today. Dont hav a mood. still, do ur effing homeworkssss :(

tsk tsk

My family will go to Vietnam this Wed and they brought Ya, Ilham, and of course, Nyah. I was left at home :(

  Situasi : Daddy : takpo kei tinggal in rumoh. baba bawok kak ya sbb nok bowok dio jale bfore pmr ;)

( daddy just bought ya tickets like 5 minutes ago T.T)

              Me : Hum, takpo, tapi Ba beli Ipod Touch so deh (Y)

              Daddy : oloh, beli duo buleh.

              xD. pandai kan anak daddy ni? but still, sedih do takleh pegi :// ala lalala , vietnam jee, tak cool pon xD

tunggu la pegi London next yearrr! :)

  Atleast mase family saya pegi bercuti , saya boleh berfesbuk ( takyah kesah hw :P ) dgr muzic bia pekak telinga bibik aku ;). Yeah! Hell to the yessss. Feel the freedommmm! (Y)

Cerita Skype :)

So friggin funny laa. Skyping with Nur Haninn! :O
  
  Chat chat chat. One moment tu, mak Hanin marah kat Hanin ( Eh budok, mung ni tok abih2 duk main Facebook tu) HAHHAHA . Dahla, Farah pon ade masee tu. Memang kelakar ahh. Best gilaaaa tengok Hanin kena marah xD

Tonight. Agenda :


 Lepas tension sekolah esok -,- : nak tengok Glee.
                                                  nak tengok How I met Your Mother :D
                                                  nak tengok Mean Girls 2 ;)
                                                  Ber - fesbuk 
                                                  Ber - belog xD
        Anythinggg :)

16.3.2011 : 35kg
17.3.2011 : 35kg
18.3.2011 : 37kg
19.3.2011 : 36kg 


 Some stupid observation :')

I swear, i would never  has a boyfriend. never -,-

  humm. bila tengok blog orang jiwang kan kan, lagu lagu semua ( Perfect Two ) dude that song was like a year ago ='= a year or two years ago. still -,- . ouuu. ramai kawan-kawan aku ada dalam kaum eeww. HAHA. kaum eeww tu macam ( napew . sapew . apew . ) cool kan? ada kaum sendiri :D. haha. norbalqisroslee created that ;)

  as you stalkers notice, i usually use capital letters but no . no mood, at all. -,- well. my blog also do not have song meh. baru je remove. haha. i don't know why. -,-well. alia almaz ;) just went to asrama and so that i announce finally, i'm free. (Y) , guyss, try la tengok blog ni. so effing cool ni punya pemilik :D www.missalyssaaqasha.blogspot.com  . omaigodd. for me this person was cool. over cool for a 12 years old girl (Y) , she moved to australia :D. well follow her laa :D. bye stalkers :)

tsk tsk tsk

  so effing not cool la what tht guy did. pity Sarah. :(

 Hum. What a great start. What a horrible at the end.

 Tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww is an unpleasant day. -,- . Come on. Its school time :)
Glad I finish my homeworks. :D Well , dont have much time blogging. Bye stalkers! :)

HAHA . Webcamming with the ten years old guyy (Y) .

Kamu.

    Sarah! What happen to you? I miss you so much :(. Kau kata kau pegi London seminggu jee. But kau pindah pulak. Can't you even tell me that? SO frustrating la babe :/. I thought we were friends.

   Kau ingat tak time kita jumpe kat Kl and a girl came and tolak kau sampai jatoh? Taht was clearly 3 years ago and that incident makes us close. *crying* actually I don't cry -,- just took a break okayh whatever it is. SAMBUNG -,-                 Sarah. Aku rindu kau,
                                                    I miss you. Like crazy.

  Ugh. Skype isnt enough. :( Bye people. Tsk tsk

Woohoooooo -,-

Ahhh. Visited our house at Pcb. Ohmy so pretty awesome what Daddy does. My daddy designed the awesome house. Well, for me its a awesome house. Why?

Becauseee my room got IMac :D. Buy still, no internet in my room. See? Only in my room -,- . Still, Ya is already jealouss. Hehehe. So freakin goodla. And finally, I got a room just for me, no sharing ;P

AND , beside the house, Daddy built a tennis court ( well somebody else builted it ='= ) and so I wanna say, thankyou Dad ;'). He is so freakin happy with the house which will completely be done in April. Which is next month (Y)

Well, thats all. Bye stalkerss. Much kiss :)

Hi people . Well you guys must have known about whats happening right ?

Well , in Japan , Phillipines , Russia , there was a scary earthquake and tsunami goin on, roughly . I was at Pulau Perhentian and it was a mess . My family and I are just staying in the room that night and just hope the tragedy would not fall on Malaysia. Especially when we are at Pulau.

The waves otw to the Island was a catastrophy - big waves there, small waves here, waves everywhere! But, i like extreme sports and adventure so like hell yeah. Welllllllllllllll, thats all. Haha cant wait for school.

Okay, i miss school. So what?

Nonsense - ness xD

Omaigod. So friggin tired today. Stalking people's blog, tumblr. Hihi xD . I wanna do something crazy laa (!)




  Nak layan Youtube, nyanyi jap, layan diri yang tak berharga ni. -,-. Nitee (Y)

Past, Present, Future :(

When you think about where you are now at this exact moment in life, are you content with who you've become?

Are you satisfied with what you have achieved so far?

Are you someone who you are proud of? If the five year old you were to meet you, would he/she be proud?

Are you who you always wanted to be? Are you on the path you had planned to take or have you gone astray somewhere along the way of growing up?

  I just sometimes I blogged for fun and sometimes I don't. I blog 5 times a day. Stop following me if you think I blog too much.

desperate scene

The room was cold and I had just taken a shower. I climbed on my bed and got under the warm covers, finding the perfect position. I could hear the soft sound of the drizzle outside,  and I felt at peace. Not long after, as expected on nights like these, I fell into slumber.

Suddenly, I woke up. There I was lying down as I opened my eyes. I was confused of where I was. No longer on my bed. Instead, in this ... box. Suffocating from the lack of light and fresh air. Feeling asphyxiated with the thought of being trapped any longer.  Because seconds felt like a lifetime.
I wasn't sure where exactly I was, I wasn't sure if I wanted to know at that point.  I was constricted to any movement at all and I started to hyperventilate as I am claustrophobic.
The smell of sweat and dirt intoxicated me. I couldn't move. I couldn't breathe.
I couldn't stand it and started to scream. I pushed the walls that confined me, but to no avail. I kicked and pushed, called for help through the endless sobs.
I could feel things starting to crawl on my skin, bitting me. The pain was excruciating. I was being eaten.. alive. Or so I thought.
I wanted to die. There and then. I gave out one last scream.
..
Then it dawned to me.
This isn't a joke. No one can hear me for I am underground. I am buried. I am... dead. 

I woke up, sweating and crying.

Scary isn't it knowing that when you close your eyes at night, you might not wake up in the m. orning in the same state you were in the night before

Khamis yang sunyi.

Title agak tak boleh bla - ='= 


  Okay. Ni post yang agak menakutkan. Matahari memang tidak berubah 100% tapi itu bermakna, Allah telah memberi petanda ♥. Memang ramai orang cakap dunia dah nak kiamat 

but it is all at Allah's hand. And I only believe to Him :). Lagipun esok hari Jumaat .. ramai dah orang buat status nak taubat .etc. but still, they don't. So fake la. Nak tau dunia nak kiamat , baru nak taubat kan? :P. Best je aku cakap dunia nak kiamat kan? WHo are you la budak kecik ='= . 




   Tanda - tanda kecil kiamat dah jadi da : Jepun ;), well, hope is enough. I still wanna get a chance to meet trias and talk to him as a friend. Hihihihi. Menggedik.


  Bye people. Bertaubatla yeahh (Y)

These kids nowadays are so over the moon. Seriously, 5 years old, got Facebook, got Ipod Touch ( GRR ) and knows - fuck ? - Okay cool ~ But still , 5 years old think people :D . And they got boyfriends. Whatta-ever ;)

random post #2

There is something I need to tell you desperately. Everytime I look at you, It is like magic.You know, an amazing feeling. My heart beats very fast, and I start to stutter. But you know what, nevermind.There's nothing much I want to say. :) 




  : I love you :) ♥ 

I just realize how pathetic my blog was. Whatever -

Aahhmahgadd.

Congrats, I just wasted 6 hours of my life Facebbok and Tv. I also realize that I haven't shower yet. Its 6:30 already. Omaigodd xD

-

HI :D .
  
  So sad meh today T.T . Cant go to tennis training. Coach just went to London :P .
  
  Whatever. I wanna tell u stalkers somethinggg xD

  I want this Ipod Touch with my own money. Believe it or not, its just around Rm.829.00 and my savings : 358.00 . So this mean, no more spending moneyyy. I love it when I bought something with my own money. Feel so worthy -,- . I bought my laptop with my own money which has broke down 2 years ago -,- . 


   Ipod Touchhhhh :D . My dad can just bought it but based on my results ( which aint so bad xD ) Its a no :P/


  JUST WAIT (Y) . 


WAIT (!) . How bout your SpellItRight money ? ? ? -,- . U still got 1500.00 ... Go die la Ili -___-


Annoyingly, lli :D

Sombong.

I thought you were my friend ;'). U are so sombong la. Wht kind of a friend meh. Takpe, kau tak layan pon laen kang tak pasal aku block kau. :P Ugh. Sakit jiwa betul :(

i don't know myself.

 Ili, he likes someone else. Seriously, get a life. You got so many to do in life. Well, you are smart but you're just a lazy brat ( my mom says that ) . He pretty like that girl, and I dont even know how and when I could like not fall in love* with him. Pfft.

   Forget about these stupid love thing , grr.

  1 . Semalam kan kan kan, hihi Zoe onlineeee :D Lame doh tak jumpe manusia mat salleh tu ;')
  2 . Ada orang hantar message ( hotmail ) , tawaran masok tournament kat Perlis ( a kinda big tournies ) but takleh believe sgt bcause budak tenis yg antar. Nak masok tournies kt Perlis tu bukan nye senang. Walawei ='=.
 3. I read some peoples blog and they are so jiwang. HAHA so fucking not cool meh.
 4.Good news *kinda, Long balek bulan 6, woohooo ='= , but she ha to drive me to school which is not the best part of her coming to Malaysia. Grr,
 5.Ili Nur is in relationship with Zoe Smith. HAHHAHAHAHA. :D We just rock n roll like that xD
 6. Ouuu, this song The Time will be my long lasting favorite song. :D
 7.Haiyoo Iliiiii, Spell It Right tuuu dah nak dekat so baca dictionary tuu sbb perkataan bukan senang -,- Tengok taun lps mujur dpt no.5 kan? ;P
 8.Homework, kira-kira ada 13. Name jee 3 subjek . Bm : Penulisan, Tatabahasa, Textbook, Pemahaman 1 -,-
 English : Grammar, Vocab, Antonyms. Man, sounds easy and breezy to finish but there are so many more. Tsk tsk. So sad la my life. My holiday mood is so not in the holiday mood -,-
 9. Chat dgn Ayyad tadi. Woohooo lame tak jumpe si jiwang nih xD
10. ? Bye bye love :)

I feel like wanna cry. Dont know why.Tapping these keyboards while listening to Jar of Hearts. I feel like getting away from life. All of sudden, the feeling, ugh. 
  
  Ili : Kau bukan umor 5 tahun dah. Nape kau sampai sekarng ni tak berguna hah? You cant even be a obedient sister, daughter, student, player. You cant be good at anything. Anything Ili. All you do everyday was Facebook, Stalking. What happen to your funking homework? Eery morning, you'd do you're homeworks. What the hell is wrong with you Ili?
  
 Admit it, I have nobody at all. My bestfriends dont even bother asking how I feel. I dont like guys okay. Stop talking about nonsense , about everything. Aku terasa jugak kadang2 . Korang tak rase ke betapa sakitnya hati aku ni? Yea, mmg bagi korang, gurau lawak je kan? I have a fuckin feelings that need to be guarded. I have life limits. Aku tak buat ape pon dgn hidup aku yg tak berguna ni. Fuck. I was just kidding xD. So dramatic. :DD:DDD

School.

School was normal, boring to be exact :/ . Tons of homeworks. Never had an intention to finish em' .


  Well, next week was a pleasure week to - survive - . CUTIIII xD . Back to English ; Tomorrow, heading off to Pulau Perhentian. Family tradition, every year :) . Thatsss all. Facebooking, just got the internet back. Woohoooo!!!!!

Take it.

   Its the 4th of March, my, how fast, two months down.


   Yesterday, is a good day. I mean, Nurin and Aina had definitely made my birthday better.We had fun, serious fun. But this year, I never had a good day, yet, maybe. 2011 is not my favorite year, ever?


    Theres no one in my life. I'm just sitting around and counting days till its December. ( I know,wasting time act ) Exam : is the worst nightmare, worser than anything. Well, I may not get 5A but I'll try, maybe, again, ugh.


   All I do is Facebook-ing, Blogg-ing, Stalker-ing -,-. I never had a little feels about doing homeworks. What the hell la Ili, Upsr is waiting! Dumb.


   My life this year is so boring. I mean, when Pokwa quits, everything changed ( at school only ) I mean, I'd go to school at 7.00am. I DONT LIKE IT. I wish Pokwa didnt quit or my parents would have never quit-ed Pokwa's job. ;'). What the hell. Serve your self, brat.

  Annoyingly, Illi.

And here we go.

I have no fitness. I dont wanna run. I dont wanna play tennis. I dont wanna do any form of sports this year.

Thanks.I have no fitness. I dont wanna run. I dont wanna play tennis. I dont wanna do any form of sports this year.

Thanks.

Hi people.

Todayyyyyyyy!

 Nurin Syafia and Aina Sofia ; SLEEPPPPPPOOOOOOOOOOVEEERRRRRRRR :D

Ada sorang Ustaz tu, mmg sial gila ah. Dh la bru keje, da pndai nk mrh org. Go die la! Baek takyah jadi Ustaz. ;P

Hummm :)

People, because today is my day. I wanna make my day special. Like what I want for my birthday, hummm .. IPod Touch (Y) Mintak dgn daddy. Heheh

Hi.

Hi, my name is Ilinur bt. Azni Shah and I am eleven years old kid. Bye.

 2/3/2011. Hi world! xD