The Past.

Thinking about the past is quite amusing. I've been thinking a lot about the future that when I actually started to think about the past just now, it made me feel uneasy ? .. ? I'm not sure what it made me feel but I don't think I like it. The things I've done in the past, the things I've been through, some makes me ask myself,

"What the bleeding hell were you thinking, Ili ?".

I quite miss it though. The old group of friends, tennis everyday, the tournaments, everything. But I'm pretty content with where I'm at now. I'm feeling a little lost, but I'm okay.

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Obviously, this effing broadband is killing me. Like w t f - Damn damn damn! Everyday, after school , listen to Dynamite-Taio Cruz , Facebook-ing the - Study.Ergh!


Sigh. Suck it up, Ili. You're just... going through a slump? :\ Haih.

2011, I pray to god you'll be better. Or.. maybe after finals, everything will turn out to be okay? Yea , listening to You're Not Sorry- TS . Freakk '

-But see thats the thing. Nothing significant happened to me that would make my life not okay. Like death of a family member, or anything. Nothing is bad. In theory, my life should be just dandy. But yet I feel so miserable.

Everything's gonna turn out to be okay ' thats what she should tell me. Obviously.
I don't need books to encourage my life - . What the crap!

oh , one more thing , TRIAS .. :P , im not intersted on u any longer.

Fucchs- Ili

RAYA ( ! )

First of all .. SELAMAT HARI RAYA :)

*Isn't it too late ? Whatev.

Raya this year is pretty boring , MUCH . I got 1000's last year but this year i got RM800 , damn laa , hahahaha , no bragging :P ,

I seriously gotta need to do something .. ( ? ).AGAIN , whatev. Well i got 2 news , happy and sad news :)P , happy news first , :)) , Daddy bought Blackberry Torch ,maybe he's the first person to buy this incredibly phone :P . The bad news is , one of my closes family had died on 1 / 9 / 2010 , God bless him , ILOVEHIM!

Maybe i got nothing to do so thats why i'm posting this useless post , whatv :))

See ya' lat8r :0)

Butterfly fly away,

Mom,please understand my life,

Mine is different than others,

Diferent from your beloved other daughters,

Please,let me have my life just with one hand,

I just need some understanding,

Yes,i love to procrastinate my time,

Its my life,please double understand,

Begging you